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Not In Vain

from Mental Junkyard by Caynug

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lyrics

I am torn and hurt
Thrown around in dirt because of everyones selfishness
I can’t please everyone,
Im in the middle and torn on all fronts

I do feel lonely in this circle
Step in, make me feel understood
Help me pick up these shards
I let you inside

Cant you feel it’s burning down?
Cant you see the everlasting outcome?
These worlds colliding
My consciousness is fading

I do feel lonely in this circle
Step in, make me feel understood
Help me pick up these shards
I let you inside

When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
I'm torn and hurt
When will this end?
Thrown around in dirt

I question myself whats left?
A closed book full of torn pages
Hard to open and hard to close
Hard to open and hard to close
Hard to open and hard to close

I am torn and hurt
Thrown around in dirt because of everyones selfishness

Can't you feel it burning down
In slow and enduring pain I suffer

When will this end?
I'm torn and hurt
When will this end?
Thrown around in dirt

When will this end?
The heartache won't go away
When will this end?
I'm already completly disturbed

Theres so much I would like to say
So many times i’ve been hurt and now I scream in pain
The heartache wont go away
All the things I have witnessed, they make me decay
Im struggling to survive in this mess day by day

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from Mental Junkyard, released December 21, 2018

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Caynug Germany

Picture a guy in a home music studio all alone going crazy with ideas and production
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Caynug is a one man band consisting of me alone, it's my musical outlet.

I mash sounds, genres, I experiment, write, play, record, produce and engineer everything in caynug

This is music from the bottom of my heart, my grip on life, often the last safe place for my mind and I hope you enjoy ... more

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